Showing posts with label feeling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feeling. Show all posts

Wednesday, 24 September 2014

我会很想很想你 24.09.2014

 今天雨天
是不是因为我很难过
所以天看见我难过
配合我。。
天灰灰
每次周边有人或动物去世都会下雨
所以我怕下雨
我怕分离。。。。
今天在lecture收到大姐的消息
说Mr Nick 安静的走了
当时是呆着的但不惊讶
 我们在15年前就是我4岁的时候去SANDAKAN买了他还有他的妹妹
妹妹给了别人
他 姓黑 名 头 --->WUTIU(客家话)(英)Mr nick/Mr wu
因为当时看到他整颗头都黑的
有人说狗狗养了15年是 105岁, 有人说是113
 来上大学前帮他拍的
因为我就是很怕在我对大学的期间
会失去我爱的人
所以曾经想过干脆在hometown做工算了
因为我真的很怕很不想我爱的人走。。
因为这些事 是不可预知的
爱   真的要珍惜 要及时 要表现 要表达的
 我最爱的狗
和我们从旧家搬到新家
从黑头变灰头
从我是小朋友到长大成人
很善良
开心起来会很傻和我在家里乱跑
很喜欢吃肉干
年轻时会和我玩抢布
不咬人,被我们弄痛了也只是轻轻咬
会握手
会自己开旧家没锁的门
每次我都和他说:‘黑头你是猪’ 弄得他怀疑自己不是狗
从我开始觉得他老人之后,我一见他都会说黑头我爱你
是压。。。每次我告诉朋友说我的狗超过十年了,朋友都会说差不多了
所以今天我不惊讶。。只是太不舍得。。很不舍得
在lecture不能哭  可是认识我的人都知道 我怎么可能忍得了
但是在大学眼红红的像话吗。。最后还是边忍边擦泪
传简讯给我最久最久的朋友,告诉她我的黑头走了
她叫我别难过因为 黑头可以被我们家养很幸运很幸福 
我哭了 因为可以养他到这么老,我才觉得很幸福
回家打给妈妈 心里难过却假笑着问妈妈爸爸有没有哭
妈妈笑着说有呀,这么多年了怎么可能不哭 她说爸爸早上说如果早点买药可能就不会死的时候也要哭了。。
原本还以为就我们4姐妹哭的傻傻的
姐姐女儿问:黑头是不是我二年级的时候就会起来
小朋友的童言无忌   好催泪
15年了
他是我们的家人
每次添香拜神我都会连他也说要保佑的
想说是不是太久没拜神了。。。
如果放假我回家却看不见你的踪影  我真的会很难过的
刚和男朋友一起时男朋友问我爱黑头多还是他 我回答不了 因为,我真的回答不了
我知道 你老了 会走
可我就是不舍得...
可我就是很想很想很想你
很爱很爱很爱你。。
不想说byebye
只能和你说谢谢
谢谢你成为我们的家人
总是帮我们顾家
我 不会再养狗了 
因为  离别  太伤人了
希望我爱的你 
会投胎成人
投胎后依然是善良可爱的
我爱你
很多很多 很深很深

Tuesday, 30 July 2013

Sem 1 end soon :(

29.07.2013
the first presentation in Taylor >.<
I am so super nervous huhhh
that day i meet up with my group( my buddies) at 10am to practices again
we all wear formal shirt that day and guess what? 
we take a lot of photosss :D
before start presentation---> 





 The first group :x
after presentation take group photo!
and that day is our last english tutorial class :(
feel grudge :(
just ngam ngam feel closer with classmates but sem 1 end soon and next sem will change class :(
 my classmates: Arvind, Irene , Yun er, Mun fei, Gabriella , Chia yin , Hui min, Jessy, Karman , Sherine , Xin jie, Dominique, Yue zhou, Haris, Sheng yee, Alvin , Kieran, Calvin, Arzil, Kien Ee, Aaron, Roy and kii
list all the names just in case i scare i will forget when i am old @—@

they look really smart and look like lawyer that day^^ 
 my group , my buddies
sorry to u guys because i am really too nervous when i present
and when i present my classmates at whatapps group chat talking me >< 
when i am presenting i can feel my face hot and red like i saw Janechuck ahah xD





                                 
use my phone take photo this two ahmoiss

 the girls :D
all wear black shoes haha

After take photo we are having lunch together at Backofen :)
 mun fei haha

 :D

 at lecture still take photo ! haha

with Mr nakiran :)

 weird pic suggest by chia yin o.O
 thank you for ur good luck :)


30.07.2013
the lift is only my classmates and they say take photo lo amber!
hmm they really feel i like to take photo haah actually i just like to record my life only ><,xD


 the Last English Tutorial
Mr Nakiran first time wears tshirt in class because we call him to wear it xP
Tshirt day !:)

feel great to know all of you , really .
will miss you all when i am old and look at these pics....

Monday, 29 July 2013

Monday, 15 July 2013

My uni life :)

I am studying foundation in business in Taylor's university lakeside campus
so luckily to meet all the friends are friendly and funny 
I'm here study from first of April
let enjoy the pictures I take in this few months :)
I come Taylor's study with this noobie haha
and we are same class!! so coincidence omggggg
 the new friend , jia xin :)
 the first time take lunch with my classmates and they are my buddies now
sherine and jessy :)
 the first time go jia xin room and she cooks for us ^^
 coursemates:)
from left sherine, karman, me, jessy, jescy and li wei :)
 campus hunt let us become buddies now, they are my hostel friends.
johnson, kerneng, jiaxin, sheryse, kinmoon, micheal, joanne,hanne, sherryn, shing ni, chee ying.
 the first group pic maybe? haha :)
 we always study together and suddenly take pic
 the cutest couple
 new friends old friends hangout together

the day we all wear black because of the dirty government 
 the first time take pic with classmates but not all
we didn't made an appointment to wear black actually, just coincidence haha
 my buddies
hui min, karman, jessy, chia yin and sherine
 the first time we hangout just because we want to eat KFC haha
random pic
 at U-lounge
 the monday i call them wear blue together ahha
 the group always sleep late and hungry then we go MCD 
 we keep take pic because we eight person go MCD by Ocean's car and meet police
then we pay the police rm100 because the car can't fetch eight person x)
 a pic after we finish our assignment 1 !
 you can see that we are really happy 
 the first time go classmate's (roy) house BBQ
the day really have fun
 the boy who always bully me
 my buddies :)

 Sherine fetch karman and me go supper ! haha
 i like this pic
 the first time sing k with my hostel buddies


 we are not rich, we just drink Starbucks when it is offering haha
 we become closer and closer ,day by day
the day we go IOI mall
 we promise to eat less at  the next day but fail haha
 the shapo
 tong pak fu
 we are young.
 the day we wear same shirt
we think we are so cool but we realize we are so noob hahaha

 my banana classmates
ya, is me call them wear yellow together haha
 mun fei, me , sherine, xin jie, shu qi
 take pic before sem break
ya we are sad to separate for one week and i'm really miss them when i'm in hometown
 they are so good to treat me Vsoy and chocolate just because i'm sad that day
 Our genius birthday!
ya he is clever but he didn't realize we give him this surprise haha!



the day we drink beer haha
 yammmmshengggggg!
 wuhuuu~~
 playing game

 monkey

 drunk face? x)
 another hangout day
 tong pak fu again
 shushi zanmai
everytime go sunway must dinner or take lunch at shushi zanmai,is EVERYTIME!haha
 things we buy....

prepare for dye our hair 
 wat face ? lolll
 joanne
 the face before sleep
the day is the first time we sleep together at hanne's room
can u imagine how we sleep at this super small room?!
but we are happy haha
 the next morning we wake up early for exercise


the day all of us wear red
ya, is me to call them wear red tooXD 
 huimin birthday :)
 make a wish 


 kien ee treat us Starbucks ^^
 26/06/2013
I'm the birthday girl :)

thank you william for the present 
another birthday cake from my buddies 
 they want give me a surprise but fail haha
 thank you all so much :)





 the birthday night vava come Taylor !
and she shock me when i open my door haha
 thank you all so much
I'm so luckily to met all of you 
 stephan
the boy who birthday at 29/6
 crazy night

 my bff.
 1/4 of it let us play until another classroom come to tell us quite abit lolll

                                              

 healthy lifestyle
 the day hangout because buy present to huimin

 I'm fat and i know it haha
 the day hangout with jessy and huimin 
first time eat at BBQ plaza


 aunt look
 early celebrate for Dajian birthday


 nine persons in a car
 Amber with sea amber jelly 

first time go snowflake 


 meet Yumiwong
I really dont want think back that day because i'm so noob
and she is really so pretty, slim and friendly.

the boys who always say that we are short lolll


I have no regret to come Taylor's because i feel freedom at here
I can be a person who i want to be
I have no regret to leave LD and study at here but that didn't means that i didn't miss you guys

actually i miss you all


finally finish this long long post teehee...


#there is a lot of spelling or grammer mistake
pls forgive me
i'm still learning :)