Wednesday 24 September 2014

我会很想很想你 24.09.2014

 今天雨天
是不是因为我很难过
所以天看见我难过
配合我。。
天灰灰
每次周边有人或动物去世都会下雨
所以我怕下雨
我怕分离。。。。
今天在lecture收到大姐的消息
说Mr Nick 安静的走了
当时是呆着的但不惊讶
 我们在15年前就是我4岁的时候去SANDAKAN买了他还有他的妹妹
妹妹给了别人
他 姓黑 名 头 --->WUTIU(客家话)(英)Mr nick/Mr wu
因为当时看到他整颗头都黑的
有人说狗狗养了15年是 105岁, 有人说是113
 来上大学前帮他拍的
因为我就是很怕在我对大学的期间
会失去我爱的人
所以曾经想过干脆在hometown做工算了
因为我真的很怕很不想我爱的人走。。
因为这些事 是不可预知的
爱   真的要珍惜 要及时 要表现 要表达的
 我最爱的狗
和我们从旧家搬到新家
从黑头变灰头
从我是小朋友到长大成人
很善良
开心起来会很傻和我在家里乱跑
很喜欢吃肉干
年轻时会和我玩抢布
不咬人,被我们弄痛了也只是轻轻咬
会握手
会自己开旧家没锁的门
每次我都和他说:‘黑头你是猪’ 弄得他怀疑自己不是狗
从我开始觉得他老人之后,我一见他都会说黑头我爱你
是压。。。每次我告诉朋友说我的狗超过十年了,朋友都会说差不多了
所以今天我不惊讶。。只是太不舍得。。很不舍得
在lecture不能哭  可是认识我的人都知道 我怎么可能忍得了
但是在大学眼红红的像话吗。。最后还是边忍边擦泪
传简讯给我最久最久的朋友,告诉她我的黑头走了
她叫我别难过因为 黑头可以被我们家养很幸运很幸福 
我哭了 因为可以养他到这么老,我才觉得很幸福
回家打给妈妈 心里难过却假笑着问妈妈爸爸有没有哭
妈妈笑着说有呀,这么多年了怎么可能不哭 她说爸爸早上说如果早点买药可能就不会死的时候也要哭了。。
原本还以为就我们4姐妹哭的傻傻的
姐姐女儿问:黑头是不是我二年级的时候就会起来
小朋友的童言无忌   好催泪
15年了
他是我们的家人
每次添香拜神我都会连他也说要保佑的
想说是不是太久没拜神了。。。
如果放假我回家却看不见你的踪影  我真的会很难过的
刚和男朋友一起时男朋友问我爱黑头多还是他 我回答不了 因为,我真的回答不了
我知道 你老了 会走
可我就是不舍得...
可我就是很想很想很想你
很爱很爱很爱你。。
不想说byebye
只能和你说谢谢
谢谢你成为我们的家人
总是帮我们顾家
我 不会再养狗了 
因为  离别  太伤人了
希望我爱的你 
会投胎成人
投胎后依然是善良可爱的
我爱你
很多很多 很深很深

Saturday 6 September 2014

Last year of Teen.

January
KLCC Aquarium with my baby girl, sis and mummy
naughty or cute?
she is both

my 2 sis 
the one who always support me in finance ahhaha
maybe we didn't look alike in this pic but when i saw my mum's 6/7 years old picture i throught that is me OMG
I love salad and wish to try all different type of salad in diff restaurant and diff country
so don't try to stop me
it is so big
Chili's salad

funny


Dear Jessy's birthday :)

she is shy ahhaha


Mian's birthday
her birthday i become a big liar
keep lie her until i dont know wat am i saying...........................................feeling stupid yet fun haah




at the same day we all go sunway buy present for her together hehe




see the face ---> Oh? we give her a fake surprise



the face tell u we are not satisfy
nine girls go shopping before Chinese New Year
gathering before we back hometown
Foundation sem two group presentation
I think i have improve but the tutor comment on me like i didn't talk anythings out >_>
back to secondary school and guess what?
all the 5As studying at Taylor's :O
p/s:don't kill me for upload this pic
high school friends
I love Chinese new year!
姨婆

i always think that senior citizen is cute and kind


前世情人,今世依然爱你

February
when we grow up
we know real friend is not about how long the time we know each other
but she is special, we know each other 14 years and still counting
she is the friend that very super important to me
even we always 'chet' each other
but she knows me, I know her.
<3 <3 <3
默契
机场巧遇好友
她说我成熟了
dinner with my hostel's friends
the last day of exam
In hostel
people come and go
i have so many hostel mates in a year but only they talk with me(others are like living in own world)
but too sad i'm going to move out
Penang Trip with my 38 girl friends :D
First stop we having 粒粒鸡饭as our lunch
the boys only know each other for not more than two hours @@
i always 羡慕my friends bring their bf out together and then their bf become friends. so nice isit:)!





Early Surprise Birthday Celebrate for our gabgabgabgab



really nice to eat


At the same day we also want to give early surprise bithday celebration to Sheryse and Joanne But Fail because they know dy >~<
BBQ night

^^!
March
simple life with the special one
preparing for jiajia's surprise birthday
幕后工作者
thank lulu for this picture
normally only i take for friends hahaha
we make the 'Cake'

make a wish~~~
my grandfather when i was 12 years old
he slim down so much
who can tell me why boy grow up-slim down girl become fatty bom bom?!?

:)
the day i let the airplane put me airplane lololol
ya i know i m too blur alwayssssss
thank my baby accompany me

April
the diff between one year
I feel OLD!
saddddddddddddddddddd


the day we eat aLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
:D
I just cant jump well
i just cant..........................


we have alot of funny pic that day
seriously funny omggg

pasar malam

Jibby& co

I like green tea
I like Salmon

May
Bubba Gump with my elder sister
she come for accompany me to medical center because i m sick
and before that we go sunway for lunch then i say this restaurant is expensive and i really wish to go in so many times but i didn't
and she says go now la
i feel shock and say ehhh don't la
after that she forces me to go in
my elder sister always let her 3 younger sister bully
she always help our family do this and that but her sister always think she is 啰嗦
and that day we lunch tgt we talk about our parent
i feel she is really a emotional person(感性)which same with me ahahha

医院装 :/
my first time do facial




this bear can put it into microwave for girl's period time
if u are interesting pm me :)
it is a good and warm present for girl:)
before interview
cosan cafe
my accounting classmates
after more than ten weeks
i still dont know them @@''
Michael's birthday



another interview day
Flat White cafe

the first time my friends come to my' house' overnight in KL
June
The fat day


Huimin and Peiyu birthday



The first individual presentation in my life!
i guess i have improve a lot this time *happy*
run for love

I want a DSLR for long long time ago!!
finally i get it *wohooooooooo*
It is my birthday present from my family :D
before i decide to buy it i consider already one month because i want to buy a not very expensive but i really like one so that i won't 抛弃it in a short term
and before i decide to buy it i am considering to buy samsung nxmini or canon sx500 because they are in promotion and only rm1000
Before i buy it i discuss with my bf and he says why don't u buy a camera that u really want instead of buy a camera just because it's price is in ur budget.
and one day i saw this 600D i think this is the camera that i really really want because it is a DSLR  that  can selfie (actually it is not really for selfie) which is the combine of sx500 and nxmini .
It is not the lastest DSLR but the price is affordable to me 
Many friends ask me why i didn't buy 'god camera' like tr15 or zr1200, but i really never think i want to buy it. I love DSLR and i can except it is heavy and no wifi .    

the girls really surprise me so much i  think they are thief when i saw a lot of ppl at the door
anyway, really thank you and appreciate u girls !
















dont kill me dumu hahaah












wow xD






thanks for the presents girls :*
individual presentation 

my degree sem one classmates
sushi zanmai
My buddies give me surprise but fail because i heard kinmoon's voice outside the house haha


when i say i want go upstair take something and i saw these
really surprise me and u guys really got heart leh T^T
feel like small求婚现场ahahah
take by moon

happy to meet u all in my life
seriously :)

ugly overload



and kin moon says i m so serious to make wish





they lie me that the cake make by them and i really believe them lol
but really thanks for special order this cake to me because i m on diet
u guys are so sweet and the cake really nice to eat !



kinmoon's photograpy skill is weird ahhaha


















HAHAHA
salmon salad
i love to be with them because they never discourage me to eat what i want to eat
i feel happy and free to be with them
salmon soup hehehe *salmon lover*




Thanks for my housemate --> peiyu draw me this little cute cake because she says she want to buy me cake in my birthday and i say really no need buy me cake because i m on diet everyday


hangout with my dazzle love sister and actually they want to early celebrate my birthday to me but i just dont know want to direct say' hey i know today why we are coming out for dinner' or act like i dont know because if i say like that feel like too confidence and if didn't want to do that i will very shame so i decided to keep silence ahah
i like others take me picyure because i always take for others
but when they really take for me i don't knwo what to do
loll






take you sisters :)
fail birthday surprise to Stephan 
don't know that day i 'force' the couple hug and let me take picture is not good or not
but sorry because i think maybe that time u two feel shy to do but after years to look back the picture maybe u will happy that day u two let me take picture? haha
because i think that is sweet memory and i wish when me or my bf birthday got ppl help me to take picture but didn't because we didn't have mutual friend
and i m really 羡慕 *.* 

July
belated surprise birthday celebration for karen <3
and also the first time i 'use' the god camera
everyone is pretty now! haah

August
Happy hours after final exam!!
we are almost crazy






Before back LD 
that's all for the first eight months of my last year of teen !